When life gets in the way of vacation

So we have 42 day's till we leave for Florida and 43 day's till we cruise. Most people would be so excited, Well I guess I am not most people. Remember I didn't relish the idea of going in the first place. We are at the month of July, and only the 14th this is where life gets in the way. Several things have transpired that want me to crawl in a hole not go on a cruise.

Still need to find some place to put the dogs, and they need to be updated on shots. The van needed tires, the normal bills, The refrigerator isn't cooling right, can't get service for at least a week. Diva has summer dance which we wanted to take off, so they want to be paid, ( and some one took her brand new tap shoes at the recital) so she needs new taps. My oldest isn't doing so well and needs her mom.

My husband had an anagram where we discovered, his life was on the line and I could have lost him. His one artery was 95% blocked with the bottom of his heart not working at all. Doctor stated he was a heart attack waiting to happen. So he now has a balloon and stint in his artery and on a pill that came with warnings of miss one you could die from a clot.

My youngest son, isn't growing right and seeing a specialist at Iowa City Children's Hospital, we went two weeks ago only to find out the lab here didn't run the right blood tests so now he needs to have blood drawn again. And the goiter on his neck isn't going down.

Then there is my yearly work seminar so not looking forward to going. Could use the night time here from work to do stuff.

Youngest daughter 13 needs braces, oh year have insurance but apparently not enough give us 700.00 down and 91.00 a month okay but the money tree is a little empty right now. She will have to wait on this.

Work is very stressful right now, lots of things going on and can not focus at all.

I would say I need a vacation but I have one planned and and don't want to go